Hilary Blake, known professionally only by her first name, was an English singer/songwriter in Los Angeles in the early 1980s. She released a four song EP in 1982 which received airplay on Los Angeles' famous KROQ radio station. "I Live" was one of those four songs.
The instrumentation is pure "1980s synthesizer" but used in a way that, at that point, few had yet tried. The racing, jangly percussion line and anxious buzzing create a tight, manic texture that was ahead of its time. The lyrics seem simple but are actually quite profound: Hilary sings of living in a house of her own making. In Jungian dream analysis, a house is a symbol for ourselves. Hilary is not trapped inside a house but is living her life as it happens. She is controlling her life, her "house." It is a wonderful, deep metaphor with universal implications since we are all living in a house of our own making, sometimes for the better and sometimes not. It is inescapable.
I live in a house with no doors and no windows
I live up in a room with no chairs and no floor
In this box, with cracks in the ceiling
I sleep on these walls
That just means I live
I live in a house
Of my own making
This light filters in through the rips in the rooftop
I feel so confused which is rain and which is teardrop
I scratch at the plaster I fall down exhausted
That just means I live
I live in a house
Of my own making
You say what you want to say
I live
I live in a house
Of my own making
I sleep here in this box with no shades on my windows
I wake up every night thinking past every heartbeat
I live
I live in a house
Of my own making
You say what you want to say
I live
I live in a house
Of my own making
You be what what you want to be
I live
I live in a house
Of my own making
She never released any more material. In 2007, she passed away from unknown causes.
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